BlackMagicWoman : and you thought you were tired.

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Nickname  : BlackMagicWoman   
Subject   : and you thought you were tired.
Date      : 2010-07-24 01:02:40 CST
Story ID  : 23284
Time Spent: 17:52
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Last seen : 2010-09-02 09:37:54




This is what BlackMagicWoman has to say ...

okay so i go around on the internet and put in random words plus a .com just to see what comes up. i put in damnit.com. this site came up and i find it truly theraputic considering that i am an intelligent person who just wants to bitch sometimes. i have very few people that i can bitch to and they listen. i don't give a fuck if anyone reads this or not but at least i know that it't out there and somebody somewhere could eventually read this and say, "hey! i know what that girl is going through."

okay. so i'm in my early twenties, have a general IQ of 129, and read wikipedia in my spare time because i feel there is nothing better to do. i'm not saying i'm a complete nerd. on teh contrary, i am called beautiful on a daily basis and i have an entire list of people that say they want to fuck me. hot people included.

there's this guy i've been "dating" for the past few weeks. he's hot, older, smart, established and someone i dig. really dig. i have asked him what i should refer to him as when introducing him or talking about him without using his name directly. he just says, "call me (name) the great". something on the silly side. this aggrivates me because i have had many people tell me about how into me he seems and how into him i am, like i didn't already know. okay so that's something i can let go for now.

number two on the bitch list: my mother.
my mother is 48 years old, never been married, single still, has 7 small annoying dogs, and doesn't bother to clean up. i moved back home april of 2009 because my grandmother, God rest her soul, thought it would be best. she wanted me back because she loved me and wanted me around. what she didn't say and didn't need to, i needed to be back because my mother constantly bitches about every little thing. not only does she bitch, but she can't ever take the blame. it's hot outside.. it must be my fault. we don't have hot water, it must be my fault. nag nag nag. my laundry room ceiling caved in because of a leak from out a/c. my cat's litter box is in there and flooded. it was a freaking mess from hell! who cleaned it up? me! who got bitched at for asking for help when i was cleaning? bet you'll never guess.. ME! it's a never ending thing and my car currently needs breaks, gas and tags. i am currently unemployeed. the only thing i do day in, day out when i'm home is clean. so over the past month i have become a proud, raging alcoholic. it keeps me sane. and i've been giving it up to the guy i'm dating every time i'm around him and sometimes twice in that day. it keeps me sane.

but problems in contradition stand with sex... bet you'll never guess about this either.. pregnancy can happen. this guy and i were fucking everyday, sometimes twice for a bout a week straight. every single time besides a couple we were drunk and i thought maybe he just wasn't getting off. nope.. i was wrong.. everytime he was nutting in me. so a week or so later i'm up at 3 in the morning after cleaning for most of the evening and night, still pondering if i have a bun in the oven. granted i just got off the rag last week, there's always that chance.

let me tell you now.. i would rather scratch out my eyes than be pregnant right now. i have wayy to much ahead of me right now to have a kid. i understand he's got about a decade on me and only one child but damn. i am headed to become either a great neurologist, neuropsychologist, or criminal psychologist. i don't want to even think about children for at least another five years. minimum!!

okay i think i'm finished bitching now. this has been great!

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