black_cat_591 : so yeah...

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Nickname  : black_cat_591   
Subject   : so yeah...
Date      : 2010-07-21 07:38:51 CST
Story ID  : 23283
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Last seen : 2010-09-02 13:34:15




This is what black_cat_591 has to say ...

well some things have changed since last time i actually had a real post on this site, some for the worst and some for the better.

lets just say right now i am so sick of life kicking people in the ass when they have just seem to have found their place in life.

things are basically the same where i live with the fighting and bullshit all the time but i guess what do i really expect when i live with another women who likes to control and make other peoples lives miserable because she isn't happy.

a few days ago i found out that things are going down hill for my real mom right now, their is bullshit going down with her "fiance" and at the moment i guess she is looking for another place because she is sick of the bullshit and i don't blame her.  she is just tired of men and lies.

one of my friends is looking to move away soon and i can't help but wonder if she is rushing things because as i have come to relieze she doesn't actually get ot talk to the guy she is moving away for much because he lives in another state and she is planning to move out there with her dad. but to be truthful i don't really know how that one is going to work out right now maybe i am missing something and they have known each other for a while or some i just don't know.

there is so much running through my head right now.

im confused about what i wanna do with my life from here....there is so much yet with everything happening in general beyond the things above are going on in my life. i guess i am just kinda confused with lfe and a lil depressed tonight.

sometimes i get tired of people laying their problems on me but i want to help them so i guess i ask for it even though i have a lot going on in my own little spot in the world.

sometimes i just wish things could be simple or that i was born in another era or a past time where things weren't always so uptight and stressful all the freaking time even though things can't be easy all the time.

some people have tried to tell me i run away from my problems maybe i just don't know how i should go about facing them and it is easier to help other people then myself, advice is easier to give then to follow lol i know that one for sure.

well i guess that is all for now or all that i need to say right now so yeah....

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