aly : I wish you would've stayed

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Nickname  : aly   
Subject   : I wish you would've stayed
Date      : 2010-06-24 04:26:48 CST
Story ID  : 23268
Time Spent: 10:24
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Last seen : 2010-09-01 00:58:00




This is what aly has to say ...

Not because I wanted you there. 
But so you wouldn't call her, 
why do I put myself in these destructive situations
I keep pushing myself even though I can't take it at all
I don't know what to do...
slightly sad and a little unemotional...nothing at all
I'm sick of it, just go away...plese...just go away...stop it...
I can't resist it but I don't want it
Just go away...I was fine without you, stay away out of my life
We have a son.
I can't do this anymore
Just go away...I don't want you back...I need something better...
I know something better must be out there, or maybe not
maybe this planet is truly arbitrary 
and everything means nothing at all
just go away....just go away...

"Truth or Dare"
"Truth"
"Alright I only have one thing to say, and it's that I'm sorry, I love you, always, but I can't do this anymore, it's unhealthy and we both know it. I know I've said it a thousand times before but I just can't do it anymore."
Just give me the time of day, not a kiss or embrace simply the time of day and I'll be happy.
Damnit.

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