aly : Brantley

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Nickname  : aly   
Subject   : Brantley
Date      : 2010-06-23 08:20:29 CST
Story ID  : 23267
Time Spent: 08:44
Viewed    : 37 time(s)
Last seen : 2010-08-21 17:18:19




This is what aly has to say ...

I hope you don't use this sight.
HAHA!
but if you did I would laugh, well first I'd feel slightly awkward and then I would apologize and say that I act on impulse and it...well whatever...then I'd laugh and maybe regret it...just a little tho
ANYWAYS....
Fuck you! You call, you text stupid things, you stop.
What the fuck? We fuck, I give you head in the car and then nothing.
Ugh! So fucking predictable. I don't understand you, at all.
Well yeah I do, you do to me what I do to people I don't give a shit about.
Sure we had a kid together and a relationship which lasted a little under two year and we have history but it's just that.
There's no emotion when we fuck, we're just fucking...not making love or any of that bullshit and it's sooooo awkward to kiss you. I don't want to even look at you while I'm doing it I don't know.
I guess the thing is I'm slightly dissapointed. In myself more than you and a little confused. How do you really feel about me?
Can you answer me that. It couldn't be worse than what I already thing, or maybe know. I'm here, but that's it...indifference. and that's all, and that's all it'll ever be.
It's been so long, so fucking long. And the only one I can think about is Kale and how I wish we could see him...together and I know that will never happen. So here I am, without him or the only person whom I truly have a connection with, you, who truly understands this hurt and pain because I know you're feeling it too. and and I don't know. I wish I could be your friend, but we were never friends and never will be. so I go...alone...and it's okay. If anything I'm happy, I love him....so so sooo much. 
I am not your friend. 
I am not your lover.
I am not your family.
I am just the girl who knows how you feel.
and that's it. I know. You know. But that's all we have is him, and he's not even ours.
Damnit.

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